What pains me the most is not about having or not having a partner in life. It all falls down to having someone so wonderful that I have to let go one day for the sake of our own happiness. I have done my part to bring things to an end. And I also do have been casted aside. Memories and thoughts in ones mind are not something one can controlled in free will. Having to think about a past of having a once in a life time chance to be with such a wonderful person will just give you the biggest doubt ever. Did you ever did the right thing? Letting things go too easily. Not trying hard enough. Not being good enough. Just not the right person? God Knows. I will appreciate what comes ahead and look forward not back.